Finding the Addresses to Our First Home

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 A reflection on the lifelong search for belonging, and the truth that’s been within us all along.

Isn’t it breathingly beautifully , but also  painfully tragic

that we, as human beings, are always looking for a place to belong?

A home for our heart.

To feel safe , to feel at ease,  to feel at home 

without any fear and uncertainties 

We spend our lives searching for it, exploring every nook, every corner, every soul we encounter, hoping to feel that spark of familiarity

a resemblance of the home we carry in our minds. A fragment of home we feel lingering in our soul 

like we allready know how it is is, but just dont know its way yet 

We reason with ourselves: Is this it? Is this home?

Our minds and souls join the same search that our hearts are on.

We look for home in memories , in a time we miss, in a place we can’t return to, in an object we can’t let go of, or in a person whose presence feels like warmth and even in a version of  a future we are yet to  come face to face . 

Sometimes, we cling to these without realizing that our first home was never outside of us. But it was in a place that needed no searching , in a place that needed no waiting,  awalys looking forward to our arrival

Lucky are those who come in the light of this  truth before it’s too late.

Because from the day this realization dawns on them, they are never homeless again.

No place, no person, no memory can take that sense of belonging away , because they have remembered the address, the address of their first home, which is within themselves.






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